
Today I've been feeling rather weird and upset because today is the first day of school for most of my friends. Joey's off to Raffles JC. Gwen's off to Temasek JC. Peiling's enrolled into Meridian JC and Marietta's kinda enjoying Tampines JC.
I feel rather envious that they're taking the JC path which feels like a secure path for a stable future. I guess I feel rather insecure about my future. That's gotta be reason why I've been feeling alone all day even though I was in the company of my friends. :(
Why did I submit my JAE form? It's cuz I need a back up plan.
Why do I need a back up plan? Cuz life's always so unfair and unpredictable.
Look what happened to my O level results.
8:15 PM